Tomorow is my last day of high school.
This whole year (actually from my freshman year) I have been excited about graduating. Everything that I have been working on has brought me to this place in my life. I always invisioned this day as the happiest day of my life. You want to know how I fell? Sad. This morning I realized that it was my last Bible class, my last Spanish class, my last time doing nursery in school. All these thoughts hit me like a ton of bricks and I began to cry like a little baby. I have no idea what I will do when I don't come to this school anymore for school everyday. It feels as if I am about to finish another chapter of my life, like a piece of me is being taken away. The thought of not seeing all of the smiling faces everyday makes my heart so sad. I will miss the Bible class discussions. I will miss the times I watch the teachers kids in the nursery during my study halls. I will miss being silly with my friends at school during our breaks from work. But most of all, I will miss the people that I am with every day. It is a scary thought that I will be in a new environement and with people that I am not used to everyday.
Now I know the way I am writing makes it sound like I am moving away but it truly is very hard.
Despite my sadness, I know one thing: GOD IS FAITHFUL! I know that He will provide a way for me to find friends at Pitt and if I put my trust in Him, it will all work out fine. I will still be able to be with my friends and I pray that our friendship would not wain at all.
I would like to end with this: God is Faithful and I am not going anywhere.
Kimi D.
6 comments:
I am so glad that you are not going anywhere! It is already hard enough with you leaving school. I think that this is the hardest time that I have had with somebody leaving the school.It is so very sad. I will miss you A LOT!!!!!!!!!!(Abigail)
kimi, i did not know that you, too, had a blog. why did you not tell me?
hey...i almost sounded like yoda there.
and...in a statement actually related to the blog: for someone who has had their last day of school you sure are there a lot.
congratulations and good luck tomorrow.
I didn't realize you had a blog! Until it hit me that you have a profile picture holding the bowl of walnuts from your senior picture shoot! So, I clicked on the picture, which linked me to your blog and - walla - here I am! I think you will find life after highschool quite enjoyable - and will discover the faithfulness of God oh so more! I can't wait to hear your stories! Love, Sarah
I think it is going to be good for you to be in a different place with different people. But I am still going to miss you. I am going to miss you.
excuse the double wording.
Where are your posts?...
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