Tomorow is my last day of high school.
This whole year (actually from my freshman year) I have been excited about graduating. Everything that I have been working on has brought me to this place in my life. I always invisioned this day as the happiest day of my life. You want to know how I fell? Sad. This morning I realized that it was my last Bible class, my last Spanish class, my last time doing nursery in school. All these thoughts hit me like a ton of bricks and I began to cry like a little baby. I have no idea what I will do when I don't come to this school anymore for school everyday. It feels as if I am about to finish another chapter of my life, like a piece of me is being taken away. The thought of not seeing all of the smiling faces everyday makes my heart so sad. I will miss the Bible class discussions. I will miss the times I watch the teachers kids in the nursery during my study halls. I will miss being silly with my friends at school during our breaks from work. But most of all, I will miss the people that I am with every day. It is a scary thought that I will be in a new environement and with people that I am not used to everyday.
Now I know the way I am writing makes it sound like I am moving away but it truly is very hard.
Despite my sadness, I know one thing: GOD IS FAITHFUL! I know that He will provide a way for me to find friends at Pitt and if I put my trust in Him, it will all work out fine. I will still be able to be with my friends and I pray that our friendship would not wain at all.
I would like to end with this: God is Faithful and I am not going anywhere.
Kimi D.
